I've spent so long trying to be someone I can't stand-
fetish goddess dominatrix
corseted in stripper heels
and oh so fucking popular
Someone you'll look up to.
Someone you'll adore.
Someone who graces the stages of night-cities,
whose image burns your retinas in the best way,
whose internet omnipresence is infuriating.
I've spent so long trying to be your hero
that I fucking hate myself
almost as much as I hate her.
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