Wednesday, February 24, 2010

One Song Glory

"One song-
Glory
One song-
Before I go
Glory
One song to leave behind
Find-
One song
One last refrain
Glory
From the pretty-boy front-man
Who wasted opportunity

One song
Had the world at his feet
Glory
In the eyes of a young girl
A young girl
Find glory
Beyond the cheap colored lights
One song
Before the sun sets
Glory
On another empty night

Time flies
Time dies
Glory
One blaze of glory
One blaze of glory
Glory

Find glory
In a song that rings true
Truth like a blazing fire
An eternal flame
Find-
One song
A song about love
Glory
From the soul of a young man
A young man

Find-
The one song
Before the virus takes hold
Glory
Like a sunset
One song
To redeem this empty life

Time flies
And there's no need to endure any more
Time dies..."



-'One Song Glory' from RENT

More Anonymous Letters

Dear Anonymous-

What. The. Fuck.

What's wrong with you?!?! I really wanna fucking know.

I go out of my way to do something nice for you, and THIS is how you act- throwing a fucking temper-tantrum because it's not what you assumed it should be?!

Does absolutely everything in this world have to revolve around your dick?!

I fucking quit. I've put up with your shit for long enough.

Most sincerely,

-Me



Dear Anonymous-

You are, undoubtedly, the biggest sack of shit the world has ever seen.

You pretend to be a friend, but the truth is- in 2 years, you've never said a true word to me.

And y'know what- I dealt with that. I could handle the fact that I couldn't trust a single word out of your mouth.

But I cannot and will not put up with you dragging me into your make-believe world. I WILL NOT be lied about.

Some friend you are...

-Me



Dear Anonymous-

Nobody cares. Crawl back into your abyss and cry about it.

-Me.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Somebody's Nobody - by Conceptually Black

Ten Bucks Says...

put your money where your mouth is
and pout sweeter
softer
darling, you bit off
more than you could chew
and i'll believe it
when i see it
when i see you
take a gamble with your passion
just this one time
lay your hand down
throw your cash in
enjoy the ride
if you lose, don't lose yourself, love
but if you win, you win it all
ten bucks says
you'll forget to write
before you forget to crawl

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Things That Are Silly

This is a list of things I find silly:



1) Expressing interest in a model multiple times, then when she wants to schedule with you, send her your rates... and THEN invite her to join your facebook fan-page!

2) Emailing a model to book with you for 3 different events, all within one month, when she's already said "no thank you" repeatedly.

3) Emailing a model at one address, and then when she says "no thank you", emailing her again at her other email address for the same event.

4) Emailing a model to schedule with them at an event they aren't attending.

5) Insisting that a model has available hours at a group-shoot when she's clearly stated she doesn't.

6) Friends who only contact you when they want to bitch about whatever horrible thing is going on in their life, but never want to be there when you need them or talk about anything else, and then get upset when for whatever reason, you can't drop everything to listen to how so-and-so said she's a bitch, and x is dating y, but she's in love with x (only last week, she was in love with s), and blahblahblah

7) Drive-by commenting your ex's pictures, profiles, etc., saying how much you miss them, how bad you want to see them, that you're gonna call and make plans with them, but literally everyone knows you're lying. I'm getting attention, and you want it- plain and simple. You're hundreds of miles away, and you STILL manage to use me... Silliness.

8) The inability to shoot in my kitchen at night because I literally cannot get enough light. :-/

9) Male models. Not all of them of course, but generally, they have a tendency to be quite silly.

10) ModelMayhem- the biggest, most well-disguised popularity contest of all time. It doesn't matter how talented you are, what caliber of work you do, any of that. It's who do you know, how many forum-posts do you have, and how much of your personal life are you willing to make public... Fuck it. If I'm gonna be "famous", it's gonna be for something I actually accomplished.



Thank you, and goodnight.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Can You See Me Now? - by Red Generation


Can You See Me Now?

Fiction Bitch

i would love to hear your
hundred and a half
excuses

fiction is
fascinating

at least be original
this time

another fairytale
about how busy
you are

another novel
of reasons
you couldn't
call

baby, you're an encyclopedia
of lies

and i'm not buying
anymore