Tuesday, October 20, 2009


if i can't be adored
i'll settle for envy
infamy suits me
and you're gonna love me
i can taste it
bitter sick green kisses
as you stare at my picture
say something cute
and hope i'll remember
but darling
you're still a million miles away.

if i can't be loved
i'll settle for hated
at least you'll know i exist
so i'm gonna take it
i can taste it
bright red letters
spell out the memories
say something cruel
and hope that it gets to me
but darling
you're gonna remember my name.

(webcam self-portrait)


Nick (CFKS) said...

This just became one of my favorites.

Alkemie Jane said...

hehe i'm glad! :-D thanks nick!