Friday, June 5, 2009

Cad Ina Thaobh?

ma gach aon rud is ceart go leor, cad ina thaobh am mise socair mar sin eaglach?

mise raibh bheith sinte, mise raibh ceil rud ar bith.

mise duirt sibhse an firinne.

se nil soineanta!

mo misneach is go foill greasail moran cadranta, moran sciobtha.

mise misneach mothaigh tinn.

mise misneach nach chaith na codail.

cad ina thaobh?

mise ca dada contrailte.

tu misneach gra me.

muidne beidh bi ceart go leor- tu duirt mar sin thu fein. tu geall.

se nil soineata!

cad ina thaobh?

cad ina thaobh am me misneach gortaithe?

cad ina thaobh feasta me misneach riachtanais dti faigh bas?

mise ort tuig...

cad ina thaobh mise lig ar cios si imigh?

E Seo Beidh Bi An Deireadh

mise riachtanais go basaigh inniu.
nios mo na mise orm sna se mhi.
mise riachtanais lamh a chur i do bhas fein.
mise riachtanais dti dean cuisleoireacht ar.
mise riachtanas dti.
mise nil suas ag tigh e seo.
mise riacthanas go criochnaigh se.
cuir mallacht ar si, cuir mallacht ar si, cuir mallacht ar si!
mise fuathaigh me fein...
mise nil mair ag tigh me fein.
cad ina thaobh nil mise iompair se iomlan muin?
lig ar cios muidne geit de an tosach.
lig ar cios muidne pog agus ullmhaigh iad seo.
lig ar cios se bi den chineal ceanna se bhi ar tosach...
le do thoil?
maith do mise?
maith do mise na lig ar cios tabhair...
dearmad mise, ah gra.
sibhse beidh bi seanmhar se bealach.
ta me chomh mor sin i ngra leat...
do cheannsa i gconai

Whole No More

fragments of some greater failure
pieces of my world, scattered and lost
fallen leaves on a hurricane wind
memories and moments gone
forgotten
thought i had it, for a minute
thought i got it right
i cannot stand alone
i cannot pull it together
not this time
i am no puzzle-
the shards never fit together right
so please don't try to fix me
i am whole no more