Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I FUCKING QUIT

for the time being, i don't even want to see another damn camera...

i'm tired of feeling ugly.
i'm tired of feeling like i'm not going anywhere.
i'm tired of worrying how i look.
i'm tired of people who only want to work with me because they know i have no boundaries.
i'm tired of wishing i were prettier and skinnier.
i'm tired of being hungry.
i'm tired of doing the same damn thing over and over and over.
i'm tired of counting calories and obsessing over how much i can exercise.
i'm tired of shooting other peoples' ideas and never doing any of my own.
i'm tired of hating myself.

i've had enough.

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