Sunday, March 29, 2009

Thank You

thank you for being you again, even if just for a moment.
i needed you then, and you were there.
and i wish i could say enough to thank you for it.
i've missed you.
i wonder if you know that.
i wonder if you care.
i wonder if you ever think about me, if you ever miss me too.
it meant a lot- all the things you said. everything you did.
each hug meant more than you know.
i was falling apart again, losing my mind, losing myself.
thank you for helping put the pieces back together.

Friday, March 27, 2009

today i feel...

ugly.
untalented.
unwanted.
worthless.
stupid.
broken.
fat.
cliche.
cold.
scarred.
short.
crazy.
unattractive.
unloved.
mean.
cow.
bad girlfriend.
bad friend.
bad sister.
bad daughter.
bad person.
unlovable.
hideous.
forgotten.
ignored.
used.
insane.
useless.
dirty.
dead.
moody.
selfish.
yesterday's news.
typecast.
scared.
betrayed.
left behind.
unaccomplished.
unmotivated.
restless.
unintelligent.
back-stabbed.
lifeless.
numb.
diseased.
afraid.