Monday, March 3, 2008

BROKEN

xxxxx i don't know what to do anymore xxxxx when it all falls DARK xxxxx it all falls xxxx silent xxxx gets so COLD xxxx so cold x so dark x so quiet x like nothing is left xxx ALIVE xxx like nothing is left xxx at all xxx like there's NOTHING xxx but the COLD and the DARKNESS and the SILENCE xxx there's NOTHING left xxx but your screaming xxx echoes in shadow xxx all the things you said xxx NOTHING xxx but a memory xxx and the tears that still burn in my eyes xxx i cry for you xxx i always cry for you xxx and i wonder xxx do YOU cry for ME ????? xxx do you even know how to CRY? xxx do you even know how to FEEL? xxx you say you LOVE ME xxx but it just HURTS too fucking much xxx you say you LOVE ME xxx but i need to get BETTER before you can be with me xxx and yet here you are xxx screaming xxx lying xxx breaking promises xxx just like before xxx just like before xxx when you were mine xxx when you loved me xxx when we could be together xxx screaming xxx fighting xxx lying xxx just like before xxx promises shattered xxx like glass on the floor xxx they keep cutting me xxx deeper xxx and deeper xxx and DEEPER xxx till nothing matters xxx but the fact that i'm bleeding xxx till the screams don't matter xxx the lies don't matter xxx the fights don't matter xxx i don't matter xxx only the COLD xxx only the DARKNESS xxx only the SILENCE xxx as they fall on me xxx they fall xxx like some sort of blessing xxx some sort of ESCAPE xxx they fall like STARS xxx but i can't even wish anymore xxx i can't even whisper xxx no voice left xxx nothing xxx NOTHING xxx just your eyes xxx just your voice xxx just your touch xxx but i'm too dead to feel xxx too DEAD to wish xxx too DEAD to pray xxx it's too late xxx too late to say i love you xxx too late to tell you xxx that i'm sorry xxx that i would TAKE IT BACK if i could xxx too late to make promises xxx too late for tomorrow xxx and i'm sorry xxx i'm sorry there's nothing left of me to love xxx i'm sorry there's nothing here for you xxx i gave you everything already xxx gave you all i had xxx and more xxx but it doesn't matter xxx i don't matter xxx i'm nothing xxx NOTHING xxx but the COLD xxx but the DARK xxx but the SILENCE xxx i am NOTHING xxx not tonight xxx not to you xxx i would pray for salvation xxx but god doesn't listen xxx to people like me xxx god doesn't care xxx because he knows he won't be seeing me xxx so i don't pray xxx i can't xxx i don't wish xxx i can't xxx i just wait xxx wait for the darkness xxx to become complete xxx and take away EVERYTHING i ever knew or loved xxx i wait for the SILENCE to mute the music xxx i wait for the cold xxx to swallow what's left xxx it isn't much xxx but it's all i have xxx i wait for the dawn xxx so i can say goodbye xxx so i can see it xxx one last time xxx i wait for something xxx to tell me otherwise xxx to hold me back xxx but it's not coming xxx i scream into the silence xxx just to break it xxx so it's JUST LIKE ME xxx broken.

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