Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Is It Wrong?

is it wrong that i still can't watch other girls flirt with him? is it wrong that i still get mad when he's with her? is it wrong that i want so badly to make him jealous? is it wrong that my initial reaction is to fuck anyone with a pulse? is it wrong that i want to go crazy and break every rule he ever gave me? is it wrong that i want to pose for nude photos and make a solo-girl porn (cuz i know that's what he's into)? is it wrong that i would fuck his best friend if he weren't with my best friend? is it wrong that masturbation just doesn't cut it anymore? is it wrong that i still think about him when i wank? is it wrong that i want to post a craigslist ad and find a master, just to live out a crazy rape fantasy he doesn't know i have? is it wrong that i want to drink till i can't see straight? is it wrong that i'm furious when his exes still call the wrong number and end up talking to me trying to get ahold of him? is it wrong that i told a few white lies? is it wrong that i still can't wake up in my empty bed without crying? is it wrong that i pick fights with him over absolutely nothing, and i can't fucking stop it? is it wrong that i want to fuck up the girls that keep calling? is it wrong that i wish he'd get mad, just to see some kind of emotion? is it wrong that it still hurts that fucking bad?

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